Yesterday-Went out with Mum and sis for pedicure! First time doing pedicure can. Purple nails! Hehe, this obessession with purple is driving me nuts man. My sister and her boyfriend said that this is the reason why I can't get a boyfriend.
I'm so tired. I've been sleeping late and waking up at 8. I keep playing buffet cause I'm scared that I'll embarrass myself myself. How nice of H and T to help me train.
I think this desire in me of getting back F is driving me nuts. I think I think about him at least every 30 minutes. After yesterday, realising that he don't reply my messages because when other people messaged him, he replys. Maybe, I shouldn't have asked for a spy. It only makes me feel even worse. Probably just time to give up...